*Whew*

You know, if you stand on the shore long enough, even if you curse the heavens and throw stones into the sea, sooner or later the wave will come.

Yesterday in the middle of working out, it came. All the bunchiness and anger and knitted eyebrows and frustration were washed away and I was left with an enormous gratitude that no matter what happens, I am alive and have my humanity. Everything else can be rebuilt from there.

And I'm havin' Tater Turds for dinner tonight. That makes me happy too!